Healing from the Cuts I Created- Written 12/10/21

 Sharp, Crisp, Cold blade running across my saphenous vein, 

Do I count to three or just push it deep? 

Will this end my pain? 

Am I sane? 

All these questions running through my mind like threads of rope intertwined, 

This feeling of hope feels far away, 

I’m the girl at school everyone walks past and says “Hey”, 

Nobody would suspect a girl so sad to look okay, 

But hey, we all go through pain in different ways, 

And this was my fucked up way that released  the pain that was inside of me, 

Without drifting too far away..